OHKERRINBOMB

2011-04-05T14:35:00.000+08:00

So for the past 2 weeks , this is how i spend my holidays.

Netball Training .

Chalet .

Outing .

Ice cream buffet with shikin darling

Nua-ing at home .

Did some baking .

The rain just love us .

So we cant do any BBQ-ing on the first day due to the heavy rain .

At least on the second day its just some drizzling .

Just one training under the hot sun ,
i become like this .
Fucking pain like shit .

She trying to follow how i smile . idiot!
Yeah , so on the second day we went to tampainese .
Haiyak . Actually follow me on twitter better .
i update more there .

Imagine how cold is our room ,
Mate's camera turn into like this.

Firecracker after our BBQ.
Fuck sway as our lighter spoilt . wtfff!

Uno after everything .
And that's our UL!

okay . i allow you people to laugh at my face now .
ANY RECOMMENDATION TO MAKE AWAY THE ANCE SCAR WITHIN 7DAYS?

Snoppy Cafe!
Seeeeeeee! How cute is their crepe!

Seafood feast with family .
Loveees! The only one photo bcos my hands was real dirty .

As i said i did some baking ,
My chocolate cupcake/muffin .
Heeee!
ok , i admit my rainbow cupcake turn out like shit .

Left 1 more week to school reopen .

Dont ask me about my result .

But i think my effort paid off .

So jyeah!

ONE MORE YEAR TO WORK HARD .

RIGHT NOW! PLAY HARD!

2011-03-19T12:00:00.001+08:00

i don't know, i guess romance & happiness have been replaced by who can hold power in a relationship then it becomes a war.

My life resolve about you for the past 1year plus .
i should have wake up earlier .
If i did , i wont be so hurt right now .
If only im not that so soft hearted the other time.
What done is done , we cant change it .
From the start i shldnt have treat this game so seriously.
Because right now im at the losing end.
i have move on , yes i did .
But whenever i close my eys , i'll think about those action you did on me.
And for that , i'll never forget .

2011-03-18T01:09:00.000+08:00

Before our hardcore mugging for exam ,

Papa sim brought us to coin museum .

Dont ask me what's all these coin .
I totally forget it .
This was weeks ago .

Sunday .
Meet up with nat , elaine first followed by kiamin
Catch Muay Thai matches at SMU .
Okay . i take back my words.
I do not want to learn muay thai anymore
But i still wanna learn .
Okay . ironic!
And we went for XLB buffet at crystal jade.
Ding Tai Fung xiao long bao still the best , i think!
And natty! freaking drop her spoon for @#$@#% times!
Laugh so hard that my bangle flew away!
Got nowhere to go , so we settled down at starbucks to chill .

Basically , this girl have overdose of sugarrrrr!
Our entertainment of the day .

I think my hair look chio here .
Red hair slowly fade to brown .
Sighs!

2011-03-12T22:09:00.001+08:00

Few weeks back .
Knowing there is a exam the next day , both of us still went out .
Aint the ice ball look cute .
Heeee!

As i said earlier in my post that my exam have finally come to an end .
It also mean im done with my year 1 accounting .
I think its bless to have them as my classmate.
And my lovely class advisor .
I would still want him to be my papa sim the next year .
A teacher that willing to fork out his owe money and buy us a book .
Which will approx cost him 320bucks .
A teacher that will buy for us apple and buy some gift whenever he go oversea.
Lastly my 7 "korean" girls .
Hardcore korean fans .
Well , lets pray that all our result will pass with flying colour .
and we could get into tourism .
And we do not need to buy portable chair .

2011-03-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

2nd post of 2011 .

2011 is not a good start .

im here praying that everything will go fine .

I dont believe it at first but right now i believe .
Nightmare turn into a reality .
So exam have finally end .

Mug for the past 2weeks .

And its really tiring , those pimple on my forehead just keep popping out. sighs!
I dont expect good result for IAC as i just screw it all up .
But please , just give me a C .
Just dont fail me , will you?

2011-01-08T21:59:00.000+08:00

Hello , first post of 2011 .

Be a good year okay? Heee!

Netball chalet was a blast .
Laughter for 3D 2N .

BBQ till 3AM plus . what more do you want?

i dont ask for more .
i just need more laughter every single day .

So today had SP street netball.
So there were Nat soh. Fengying. Elaine. Kiamin who join.
We dint make it to finals
but i enjoy the whole game.
Because for the first time ,
i feel like flying when people bang untill me .
Bath and head to vivo for THE SOUP SPOON!
Laughter and Laughter.
Caught The ghost must be crazy.
Laugh die me.

2010-12-31T01:56:00.000+08:00

Last post of 2010 .

2010 aint good or bad .
I fall . i learn .

But definitely it aint a good year for love .

In 2009 i told myself im not going to let love bring me down but i did it again .
I thought you said your love is true but i guess sighs.

No point talking abt it too .

So please let me have a good 2011.

i need to really study hard and get my ass at poly .

Only this my parents will be happy for me .
ive whole list of resolution but will i follow? HAHAHA!

My belated christmas exchange and advance new year celebration with my 8girls.

im glad that they are my classmate .

My ahgek , who always keep telling me to my accounting work .

My darling , who is just like my boyfriend . heeee!

Elaine got my presentttt!

The present i got it . Weeeet!

You guys can laugh . i swear~

Insert many many hearts to you girls .

2010-12-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

Universal studio singapore was a dope .
My first vists there was with yanfang and her friends.
And this time round with my family member .
Thanks to daddy that we could go in for free .
You will never know how daring was my ahma.
She take the Revenge of mummy ride with us .
2 times somemore .
After our lunch it started to rain .
SRSLY THIS PISS ME OFF!
WHY CANT YOU LET US COMPLETE OUR RIDE THEN YOU START RAINING?
Make a deal with daddy , we are so gonna go back to Universal after the Roller coaster are safe to take .
Which is prolly around july .
Perhaps booked a hotel there so we could rock and roll .

Roam around and had our dinner at dad's friend restaurant .
Since RWS is either fully booked or the restaurant Q is damm long .
Like the food is FOC .
This is how i spend my x'mas eve .

2010-12-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

I'm afraid to fall in love, afraid to love so fast.
Cause every time I fall in love, it never seems to last.

School's out .

Lets enjoy our 3 weeks of holidays.
Thank you teacher , for giving us advance x'mas present.

And that's HWK .

2010-12-15T21:59:00.000+08:00

Love what you do , rather then do what you love.

A quote that mr zavier told us today .

Friday going to have the last grammar lesson .

i swear i hate attending grammar lesson but after a few session .

i did learn weeny little bit . yes just a weeny little bit .

Its hell boring during the lesson and most of the time im using my phone.

But at least for now i know i wont make the mistake anymore.

Instead of complaining how much i hate accounting , i should learn how to love the module.

im the one who choose to study this course ,

no one use a gun to point at me and ask me to study accounting .

my parents have given me the choice to choose my studies.

i could have go private dip .

i could have go private Os when i know i cant make it to sec5.

im the one who choose to cont my studies at ITE.

i should know that this path not going to be easy.

In class , mates is having the same goal and that is cont polytechnic after our Higher.N.

And not everyone can be promoted and therefore i needa work extra hard in order to secure a place .

And those who said ITE is easy . i saltue you with my middle finger .

I got a dream but i know my dream cant be fufill if i dont work hard now.

We need to face the reality .
And reality is cruel .

2010-12-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

Using my phone front camera to take photo .
Like a blur only . But its okay .
We went searching around for our baby enlyn .
But nowhere is selling cheaper thn online .
I need a new bag if im going to bring my baby out ofen .
*HINT HINT*

Our first love.

After some shopping ,
Took a bus down to bukit timah to find darling yanfang
FINALLY GOT A CHANCE TO EAT KOREAN BBQ!
Not really up to my standard uhs .

Yeah .
Kerlyn arrived earlier then i expected .
WEEEEEEET!

2010-12-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

Tell me what shld i do in my life .

im tired of school .

i realised accounting aint my type .

ive to work triple hard if i really want to get into poly .

fuck school . fuck everything is happening around me .

what did i done that i deserve all these shit?

i did nothing wrong yet you choose to leave me alone all over again .
Does it sound fun to you?

2010-12-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

Sakae sushi with the girls on sat .

So next will be our korean bbq .

Double yeah!
Roam around town .

im a happygirl 92@ yesterday .

My license partner .
They wanna chiong for license.
Now im sadgirl92@ , nobody sponsor me leh .

How am i going to chiong ;((((

We are doublehappygirl92@ because we pass our btt .
Like a happy .

We finally place our order for our very first polariod!
im happysadgirl92@

Faster come to your mummy side okay .
Love you forever .

2010-11-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

If things was easier.

i fail in every single thing i do.

Be it in study , daughter , relationship and etc .

Fuck .

Feeling emotional right now .

2010-11-26T23:28:00.001+08:00

Hi Earthlings.
Just a random update to keep my blog alive .
Lot of thing happend during the past few weeks.
FLB flea with darling cherlyn.
Yes , it got air con buden its still VERY VERY WARM!

okay set!
Going get one polaroid with cherlyn .
Shall hunt for it after our exam end .
Weeeeeeeeet!

I think my netball girls still the best i think .
HAHA!
Celebrate kelly's birthday
i cant wait for the chalet .

<33333333333333333!

Thank you for the sunflower.
i'll always remenber the suprise you gave to me .
But now things seem to change .

2010-11-05T16:12:00.000+08:00

i lost count when is the last time i blog .

Its either i dont have the time or i dont have the mood to do it .
SPAM WITH PICTURE EACH TIME I UPDATE!

So few weeks back went to Halloween night safari with family .
i swear i shout like im being raped each time the creature scared me out .
And my darling ahma sibeii cool .
Q for 1hour plus for the Haunted house
And less then 5mins we are done walking
Daddy is being ass keep pushing me to front .
Next year i swear im going again .
Whos in?

Since its the last match of the POL-ITE .
Went over to TP to gave them support.
WHY POLY PPL ALWAYS GOTTA LOOK DOWN ON ITE!
WORST TILL, MY TCHER EVEN SAID WE GOT LOWER EQ THEN THE POLY STUDENT!

HOWS GREAT IS THAT?

Now i know why we girls call her mama sok .
You know . I know .

iloveyou for being there for me .

The most beautiful twins i ever met .

we are like being exhibition .
Thank you girls .

i like the bond between we girls had after the trip .
Forget abt those conflict we had .
we are one big family afterall .
We shall rock at the chalet girls!

2010-10-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

Girlfriends are the dope.

but i think all of us really real tired to talk much .
But we know each other are doing good , we shld be happy abt it uhs .

Liang court > River > Esplande xchange > Marina Sq .
Home sweet Home.

My dear ashely .
Hope you like the cake yeah .
WE SHALL MEET UP SOON .

2010-10-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

So last friday went to meet up with mates for steamboat .
Before meeting them up .
Catch a movie with raymond but i just keep falling asleep .
Too tried .
After sleeping just a few hours with 3days .
And use up all my energy by just laughing itself.
Good Job

I think sooner or later i just will del my blog .

2010-10-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

Day 1 .
i reach changi aiport as early as 815AM .
Breakie Breakie with mummy and daddy .
And carry my biggiest bagpack to meet up with my darling netball girls .
And papa mama left me without seeing me checking in . SIGHS!

Like a cool uhs .

Thanks girls for coming all the way to airport to send us off .
Love you girls liao

It really look damm stupid i tell you.
We used the trolley like less thn 5mins .

Darling!

Freaker .

Like forever want leh .
Must group photo first and the banner stink i tell you .
And i dont bear to leave singapore.
And i swear Nat was damm funny when the flight started to go up .

After 1hours plus of flight .
Finally we reach our destination PENANG!
amd i was very lost at there .
Get up the coach and zoom for lunch.

Our first Friendly was with one of the local sport school .
And i was kinda shock that they did not have a toilet for guest to use .
We gotta chng in one of their classroom.
When we need to use toilet we gotta go to their hostel toilet .
And its like erms #@$#@% .
AND THE WORST THING .
WE GOTTA SQUAT .
AND I SRSLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO USE .
I WAS LIKE FUCK .
And dont be cheated by the photo .
Their courst is not as nice as what you all think .
It has like one layer of dust and it gave us a hard time to run and balance .
Went for dinner and Hotel sweet Hotel .
After washing up .
Camp in 424 for real gossip session
and i just laugh untill i roll down from the bed!
And nat was the joker of the day .
srsly . we just cant stop call the receptionst.
HAHAHAHAHAH!

Day 2
After breakie breakie follow by trng .
And i think i almost vomit out all my breakfast .
Its like ages since i train.
We went for lunch after our trng .
And SHOPPING AFTER THAT!
Its like some orchard road shopping mall .
So just roam around .

We got tired and slack outside coffebean .
Wanted to get starbucks so badly but we got match later .
so SIGHS!
Ehs . srsly not funny when you wear like these go shopping.

Everyone was like looking at you .

Head to one of their girls school for friendly .

Another surprise for us again .
Play in the grass AND their pole was spoilt so we got no choice but to use primary school pole .
It was diffcult i tell you .

The coach was late bcos Roy was injured and gotta send to the clinic.

Got no choice but we gotta eat at roadside stall .

Penang laska was way different .

Hotel Sweet Hotel .

CAMP AT 424 AGAIN .

DAY 3

All of them wanted to go swimming and none of them are able to wake up!

Lunch - Shopping .

AND WE GO BACK TO THE SAME SHOPPING MALL.

KNS . IT WAS HELL BORING AT THERE!

Visit one of the uni at there .

And we went for our last friendly match .

No photo was taken bcos we play under the rain ,

and they are not friendly enough so forget it .

And thats the day alot of thing had happen .

It bond all the ballers tgt . HAHA!

Night market was hell nice i tell you .

But we are only given like less than 1hours to shop .

nbcbzxz!

Last day .

And i really v lazy to go on .

PMS MODE NOW ON .

BREAKIE . LUNCH . SHOPPING . AIPORT .

SINGAPORE .
DONT TALK TO ME NOW!

I WILL JUST SHOW YOU MY MIDDLE FINGER .

2010-10-03T15:29:00.000+08:00

im sorry my dear blog .

ive neglect you for a week .

ive been really busy this few days .

Can each of my hols be like this hols?

We are like strangers when we first meet each other .

But untill end of the last day of F1 .

we do not want the F1 to end .

Even its really tiring standing for like more then 12hours.

Tell me like camp anot uhs? HAHA!
Zone F mates rockzxzx okays .
But i think my supervisor also rock lah .

Esp my cherlyn is there .
Every where is just laughter .
Those english people are really friendly but not all okay!
nabeiixzxzx!
Coincidence, my neighbour was there too.
Ohyah . one of my neighbour got a dog as their pet .

Nightmare begin .
Well , at least he dont bark when he saw me .
Chalet after F1.

After check in , we do not know what to do .
So jyeah!

May . when you want back your thing? HAHA!

Whenever i go bbq .
im not the one who bbq / start the fire .
BCOS I ONLY KNOW HOW TO EAT!

Darling . <3 <3 <3 <3

The very next day .
i srsly think my girlfriend very kwelzxx .
Early in the morning they start the fire just to fry egg all these .
hehe!
The moment i wake up ,
Breakfast was waiting for me .
Basically . i did nothing at there .
Thanks girlfriends .
After breakfast , we nua in the chalet till 3plus .
We cant go wild wild wet .
We cant go Swimming .
Bcos our auntie come and visit us .
So we go cycle .
We cycle all the way to White sands to get this .

And cycle to Pasir ris park playground.

i tell you .
i really hate and love this thing .

Totally unglam!
And i gotta play with the swing after like 123456789 years .
Cycle very fast back to chalet bcos we are afraid of raining .
Started the fire and bbq again .
Raymond came to find me.
And my darling cherlyn acc us till 7am then we fall asleep .
So ive only like 2hours of sleep.
Check out . Train home . Bathed . Prepared . Cab to bishan .
Train to Macpherson .
Attend Penang brief .
EHS! I GOT ALOT OF DISAGRREMENT LEH!
CAN OBJECT ANOT?Wah fuck!
i still dont know how many sets of clothes to bring for the trip lah .
And the trip is like tml .

And i need to pack my bag now!
And go have dinner with my parents .
So that if i miss out anything , i still can buy later .

2010-09-24T10:25:00.000+08:00

Waiting for Cherlyn Tan Tze Yin.
Shall update a lil bit since she is not here yet.
F1 starting in like a few hours.
And i swear i look v ugly now,
Why cant they allow us to wear shorts?
It look much more nicer.
Cherlyn tan,
Keyi kuai yi dian mah?
And my daddy is v cute.
Hehe

2010-09-22T23:26:00.001+08:00

200910 = KITEY DAY OUT MARINA BARRAGE!
Just a few picture .
As most of the picture are in Hwee Yung camera .
My cammy have to hide in my bag due to her cammy is much more newer then mine .
but but .
BOTH ALSO 10MEGAPIXEL LEH!
WALAO!

In conclusion.
She can never take proper photo .
Sighs .

Kinda drizzling and she said she cant get wet bcos she is having period .
Pass to me can .
i do not want to get it during chalet/Pennang .

Kite of the day .
But in the it break .
Good Job .

Both of them dint capture her jump shot but i do!
HAHA!

And i force her do a proper shot with me .

I swear i dint realise my hair colour have turn untill this brown .
No wonder edmund keep asking me no tcher catch my hair .
Well . Really no tcher catches my hair colour .
Good job .

Ers . get me a new briken . will you guys?
heh .
I know my toes is ugly .
Dont laugh .

Shy Couple of the day .
HAHA .
We call it a day by having our lunch at Matthan Fish Market .
We need more of these outing .
NICEY . NICEY .
Next up . will be chalet!

2010-09-17T22:13:00.001+08:00

As 11:11 rolled by, i didn't wish for some boy. i didn't wish for true love or a fairytale ending. all i wished for was, a happy ending.

Friends that i'll always remenber .

Yu ping , the middle girl .

it been ages since i last saw her and talk to her .

And its kinda shocked to see her at ION topshop.

Chatted awhile and we go off .

And this silly girl chase us , just to take a photo with us .

i think we really need to catch up with each other life .

COME COME COME . LETS BOOK A DATE AND TIME .

Friday was a happy happy day for me till i freaking drop my damm phone .

*INSERT THOSE SWEAR WORDS*

2010-09-16T01:14:00.000+08:00

Finally got the wind breaker done .

i cant wait for pennang trip .

srsly . i dont know why am i so excited abt it .

Maybe its the first time going oversea with my girls .

so kwelzxxzx.

2010-09-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

Once exam end .

i'll rock and roll .

i love Singapore Grand Prix .

HAHAHAHAHAHHA!

I cant wait for the chalet .
Sames goes to the pennang trip .

Hope the 2 of my girls still can tag along .

i really want them to go , i dont mind squeezing in one room .

Okay Bye .

2010-08-25T16:07:00.000+08:00

And we will always fall in love with people who break our hearts .

i feel like giving up my diet plan .

i cant take it anymore .

HAHAHA!

Addict to tumblr again .

And i think i'll stop doing my accounting .

And i hope school wont reopen .

2010-08-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

I rather do not have any hols .
fuck . everything seem so screw up .
Maybe i should learn from prema .
Studying at night .
so that when in the day i could rock and roll .
i got 8 chapter of BE to memorise .
i got dont know how many set of AGF revision to do .
Worst till , some topic i dont understand .
wtf is trial balance?
wtf is general journal ?
All go eat shit okay .
I want to go bath now and go out and buy my dinner .
Hungry . Hungry . Hungry .

2010-08-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

Its not that ure not free , but sighs .

Tell me what can i do so that i'll be the most perfect girl infront of you?

2 more days to hols .

i dread of hols bcos it tell me exam is nearer.

Tell me how to memories the whole book of BE?

when i fucking dont uds a single shit?

And Mr sim is the cutest class advisor .

2010-08-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

My dearest ahma shld be on her way to penang .

Netball trip and chalet clash!

sibeii fucked up .

And i might be having mense on that few days .

How to go wild wild wet like that!

i rather it come during Pennag trip .

OR MAYBE DONT COME AT ALL!

MENSE URE SUCHA BITCH!

National day celebration .

Mr sim gave us an apple .

Captain balls with tcher .

UNFAIR! UNFAIR!

MR SAM IS SO TALL!

HAHAHAHAHA!

And . im sorry guys .

i really not in the mood to go out .
Enjoy your steamboat session.
Next time i'll join you guys .

There is so many qns i wanted to ask you

but i guess you wont give me an ans too .

i'll put everything aside now .

2010-07-31T15:47:00.000+08:00

It been some time since i last meet my girls .
They are just one bunch of happy pills .
Laughter is every where when with them .
im supposed to go swimming with 2 nats , elaine . kelly . joan today .
Last min back out . sorry girls .
How you expect me to wake up when i reach home ard 2am last night ?
catch tekken with raymond last night .
Awesome .
oh jin . ure so handsome .
Bfore meeting up with raymond .
Meet up with yanfang in the evening at town .
Little bit of catch up with each other.
She the best .
So now , who want to sponsor me to buy my new gadget baby?
i dont mind even is 5bucks! c'mmon people .
Show me your loves.

2010-07-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

im sorry blog .
i wanted to update you .
But im very busy last week .
Its all abt netball .

ITESC .
So central got the champion .
yes . we make it.
Good Job Girls .
But i think ive lost the passion for it .

Just like last year ,
Coach treated us for dinner .
And we waited for her like for 1 hour .

Thanks uhs .
Its all spicy food .

Bfore some of us parted our own ways .
Group Group picture!

Some of us walked over to clarke quay .

After like dont know how many many many many months!
I finally went to sit Reverse Bungy!

Waiting for end of the year .
ONE MORE TIME TIME TIME!
I CANT WAIT!
I CANT WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

And the very next day ,
i wake as early as 5.15am!
Despite the heavy rain , sleeping at ard 2am .
i took a train to bishan .
waited for elaine and joan to arrive
walk over to school despite the super heavy rain
im like half drenched even thou ive umbrella .
my shoe is like totally wet like shit .
waited like dont know how long for the bus .
Finally the bus arrive .
We gotta wait again like for dont know how long .
Finally the bus moved . i slept all the way it reach Big Splash .
The rain is like so heavy , we cant do anything .
yes . this summary my sat .

Darling <3 <3 <3

i wore like 2 shirt .
thank uhs the weather .

Have a friendly game against warick .
ON SUNDAY SOMEMORE!
EARLY IN THE MORNING!
so right now .
ive no idea how to get rid of my dark circles .
Skin complexion is getting worst .
Fuck all this shit .
School . is no where better .
SRSLY . I NEED A SHORT HOLS!
DADDY , PLEASE MAKE THE TRIP SUCCESS .
WONT YOU?

2010-07-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

sometimes , i got the urge to quit school .

ITSC next week .

Does it really matter which team ure in?

You just need to play your hearts out during the match .

In a game , there is lose or win .

Love the loots that i bought today .

And it mean i cant buy new pair of slipper or briken .

Next weekend burn again .

How nice ;)

2010-07-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

3rd day of school and im tired of it .

i dont know why but whenever i saw my dear ms wong .

she keep me the movtivation to study hard .

i just dont want to let her down .

A teacher that make me feel comfortable to tell her every single that happening in my life .

BUT HOW TO STUDY WHEN I TOTALLY FORGET EVERY SINGLE THING OF MY ACCOUNTING!

AND NEXT MONDAY I GOT TEST .

FUCK THIS BIG TIME!

okay . i just apply passport and my passport photo sucks .

seriously . Not a joke okay .

The answer dosent matter anymore .

sometime i think im a failure .

i fail in study .

ive never been a clever girl .

i fail in the sport i used to love but now do i?

i doubt myself again .

i dont have the confident anymore .

i feel so extra whenever im in the team .

forget it .

i'll just try my best for the upcoming game .

It dosent matter which team im in now .

i fail in love .

i dont know what are you anymore .

it just go like these .

Its either you get hurt or other party get hurt .

so why love?

i learn alot from my previous relationship .

i thought you will be the last one but i was wrong .

i make a mistake that i should not make .

Its all abt trust .

Goodnight .

2010-07-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Darling .
And i miss working with you darling .
Meet up soon darling .

Happy Birthday Kerrin oh Kerrin .

Nothing big happen .
Rock and Roll at home .
Movie for entertainment .
Kamado Japanese Wood Fire for dinner .
Cold Rock for dessert .
One word = LOVES!
BUT I STIL WANT MY SUNFLOWER!
Thank you for all your wishes people .
Be it from Text . Msn . Facebook .
Ok . Only you different .

Meeting Sweetheart tml .
SAKURA .
im not suprised that im fat at 2kg by end of this week .

ive been eatting good food .

Need to sleep now .
Goodnight people .

2010-06-29T01:47:00.000+08:00

Training .
Movie and Movie
Town .
BBQ with Secondary School mates
Hardrock with YanFang and her Friends

Cool Shit .
i want to stay at least one night at Hardrock Hotel .
And Long Island Ice Tea suckzxxzxz .

ive spend way too much this month .
All is on clothes and clothes and clothes .
Thank you Friendly match .
You destroy my plan .
Please stop planing thing last min .
sighs .
i need to sleep now .
Bfore he nag at me again .
Goodnight.
OHYA! IVE FINALLY FINS DOING MY CASE STUDY!
DOWN WITH AGF AND ORAL PRESENTATION
*doubt im going to do agf .

2010-06-22T18:20:00.000+08:00

i dont know what am i doing its right .

but i'll do what my heart ask me to do so .

Because im tired to think abt this almost every night bfore i sleep .

when is the last time i wake up so early just for trng?

i think back in my sec school times.

i got no energy .

my leg is like elephant okays .

i cant run . fuck you leg .

i think i want to save up and transfer my tighs fats to my boobs!

From xlbao to dbao!

2010-06-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

when both sisters bday fall on june .
when all the family gather tgt .
we joke tgt .
we talk tgt .
THEY jitao hurt me tgt .
i'll always love them .

Strawberry = my face .

Since is jiejie 21st .
Auntie order her cutie agar cake .

And just now .
When the clock strike 12 .
i gave her these.
im sorry .
Bcos of my rashes .
i dint manage to get her real bday cake that i plan .
i put her 21 gifts and card in her room
and i hope she like it .
okays . i want to go sleep naoxzx!
Goodnight!
13 more days people!

2010-06-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

Class Bonding was great .
Even thou the game got cock up but everything when smoothly .
im glad that my skirt dint get tear when im jumping here and there .

Dint get the chance to eat the choco mouse .
Only ate one mouth of Muhd Nuur want .
AND ITS DAMM NICE OKAY!

Picture say everything .

He is not suppose to catch us for wearing landyard for 3weeks .
Bcos we treat him our pastamania buffet.
AND ITS SCHOOL HOLS OKAY!
How cute is him and Papa Sim.

GROUP 1 !
I look extra unglam in all the picture .

IQA . IQA . IQA . IQA

Two day bfore class bonding .
we gave jun ming a suprise .
We bought for him one shoe since his shoe already torn like shit .
And he is very shy when cherlyn gave him the shoe .
And he die die want to return the money to us .

My BROWNBERRY , cute?

i think im addict to Red Mango yougurt .
Thanks uhs , cherlyn.

Self declare hols on Friday .
Meet up with Raymond .
Karate Kid . AWESOME!
Dint know the movie will end so late .
After the movie Rush to PS to meet up with yanfang .
Sorry girl .
I CANT FIND A DRESS THAT I LIKE.
NABEI!

Shop for like almost a day .
And i dont feel shiok .
i need more shopping spree .
okay . i feel like triming my hair .

When you feeling very weak to get out of your hse to get your lunch .
And that is the only choice .
10bucks for just one set of double cheese burger .
i think it will happen once in a blue moon .

2010-06-08T17:29:00.000+08:00

Left 3 more days to holiday .

Left 22 more days to my 18th .

End school at 10 AM due to cancellation of lesson

But i reach home at 4pm . How great .

Brunch with Loewe . Cherlyn . Yan Quan and Muhd Nurr .

Walk ard bishan to get class bonding game stuff .

Red Mango for yogurt . Thanks cherlyn . You the best liao lahs .

Time to wrap present!
Hopefully , nothing will cock up for tml class bonding .

WHY IPHONE CANT BE ON SALE AT 24JUNE IN SPORE?

I CANT WAIT FOR HOLIDAY .

I write out my schedule for my hols during CMB lesson .

And now ive no idea what to do for CMB project .

Good job loh .

HAPPY EIGHTEEN ADELINE TOH YING YING .

SAKURA! SAKURA! SAKURA! SAKURA!

WHEN WE CAN EAT!

2010-06-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

i cant help but missing you .

i thought i could get over you but i cant .

There is still pieces of you in my heart .

2010-05-23T00:39:00.000+08:00

To love is to place our happiness in the happiness of another

Bussiness Enviroment .

You suck okays .

i need to concentrate on my CA.

All i think abt is

WHAT SHOULD I DO DURING MY JUNE HOLS!

SAKURA WITH SWEETHEART .

SENTOSA! SENTOSA!

PICNIC!

SISTER 21ST BIRTHDAY . OKS . I WILL PLAN REAL SOON!

i need to do sth with my hair

I STILL WANT MY GOLDEN MONKEY HAIR .

BUSINESS SCHOOL BIG DEAL AHS?

HAHAHAAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i think i will sell away my DS .

it been months since i touch it .

UNLESS YOU PPL WILLING TO PUT IN GAMES FOR ME!!

2010-05-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

It sucks when you are not working .

No extra income at all .

I want to work but i cant .

School take up almost all my time .

I got a whole long list of stuff i want get .

i'll get my ass to town right after my CA!

ENDURE . ENDURE . ENDURE .

I CAN DO IT !

2010-05-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

ive never been in this situation bfore .

In a situation that i do wish to know any more thing .

Maybe in the first place , i shld have keep my mouth shout .

School has been a bitch .

i feel so useless in class .

i dont know a single thing what teacher is talking abt .

Progess test is like in a few weeks time .

i dont know a single thing . How am i suppose to go for the test .

NO . i dont want to be the last in the class .

I NEED TO BUCK UP!

I WANT TO PROVE TO ALL OF THEM I CAN DO IT .

I WANT TO LET MY PARENTS TO BE PROUD OF ME AGAIN .

Mentally tired .

sighs .

2010-04-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

i'll know what to do next time when i cant sleep .

i got so much fun doing it . hehe .

i think i lost my thumbdrive in school .

i cant find it at home .

It make me cant revise for my OA .

YES . IM DOING REVISION .

Life is getting more boring each day .

Baking of cookies turn out to be failed today .

i think i added too much of flour . thats why it tasted so weird .

But the cookies look very nice .

On a side note .

IF I COULD . I WILL USE ALL THE SWEAR WORDS AT YOUR FACE

KNCCB!

I COULD HAVE SPEND THOSE TIME SLEEPING AT HOME!

School again . sighs .

2010-04-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

Sometime . i really dont feel like going school .
i want to have holiday every single day .

when i think of those school work .

i'll ask myself .

Can i cope with it . Did i choose the wrong course .

why do girls have period?

i tend to think alot when i come period .

Thanks uhs .

You make me cried alot too .

Fuck .

Bugis - Town

with yanfang .

Firstly . i dont intend to spend any single of money expect food .

But end up . HEHEHEEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHE!

The clothes pretty lehzxzxzxzxzxz .

2010-04-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

i wont said school is boring .

i wont said school is fun .

i will only said i laugh alot during OA lesson today .
i will only said im always in my own world during OA lesson .

TELL ME HOW! I NEED TO STOP HIDING AT ONE CORNER .

BUT I LIKE TO HIDE AT ONE CORNER BCOS I COULD DO MY OWN STUFF .

i will said loewe and yan quan is dirtying my mind .

In conclusion . i think No dirty No joke . HAHA!
I saw my eyecandy in school today . hehe .

2010-04-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

Wait for 2more month and thn go dye another colour .

Go and dye asap .

If not i will have alot of weird names .

Golden monkey . Lion . Ahlianzxxzx . Grass eatting monkey .
still got what?
Thanks uhs people .
But whatever its .
No comment can bring me down .
PEOPLE! IM NOT FIERCE OKAYS!

2010-04-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

Will there be all these outing again? .
When i very first enter ITE .
I enter a class that i call IOQ .
A class that i thought its going to be boring .
But i was very wrong .
Its fill with laughter all the time .
I show the real me to them .
All i tell myself when im in my new class .
I came here is to study .
Study . break . study . go home .
If only IOQ is still being a class tgt again .
School will be much much more fun now .

2010-04-13T12:57:00.000+08:00

I feel like eatting all these again . HA!
One day bfore school start .
Meet up with yanfang to enjoy my day to the fullest .
Watch Monga and went to timah to satisfy my craving .
And Udders!
First day of school . HAHAHAHA!
I was so sway that my class gotta sit at the first row .
And the sun is a bitch .
Self dismiss myself at 12pm .
Just like last year . i dint talk to any of my classmate .
All i do is keep texting .
Yes . i dint went to school today .
But i promise i'll go to school tml .
And all others day . Even thou is such a long hours .
Sianxzzxxzxzxzxxzxz!

2010-04-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

Penisula - The cathay - Plaza sin - Slack .
Date Night was damm funny .
Its was freezing inside the theaters .

Please tell me who will have training on the first day of school?
walao . why cant be others day?
hehe .
I WANT TO HAVE SATAY . CHICKEN WINGS . OYSTER EGG . SUGAR CANE .
PLEASE . PLEASE . PLEASE .

2010-04-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

JPOT WAS VERY NICE NICE NICE NICE!
I LIKE LIKE LIKE LIKE LIKE LIKE!
I WANT TO GO EAT AGAIN .
And i ask Raymond to join me next time .
But to think back . its not worth bcos both of us eat alot .
SIANXZXZXZ QUARTER .
Meet up with XIE XIA JIE .
Vivo - Far East - 313 - 7-11 outside to slack .
And we had a very very cheap dinner ;)

And i drag myself to somerset today to meet up with Raymond for lunch .
How kind am i right?
And acc him to marina for awhile .
He went work and went to yewtee to meet up with Alun .
BYEBYE . I DONT WANT TO TYPE ANYMORE .
I think i should go down to slack .

2010-04-01T23:32:00.001+08:00

Fuck you april fool .
Fuck you . Fuck you . Fuck you .
i only blame myself .
sometime i wish we have never started .
but when i think back . i feel so love by you .
It been one year . How fast the time have pass .
And i only left this . its just for memories .
So we were supposed to wake up at 10am today .
but bcos of me we only manage to wake up at 11am .HAHA!
ii lurb miiee room colour .
but its kinda dark . OH SHIT!
but whatever ehs . Buy lamp lohs .
i still gotta touch up .
Alun! i need your help . haha .

2010-03-31T22:50:00.000+08:00

No more ~~black~~ hair .
haha .
You can comment ugly or whatever shit .
Bcos no words can bring me down .
Thats it .
i spend my whole afternoon in my room .
yes . my room .
i shift my shelf . i remove my grandma bed .
sand my wall . scrape my wall .
paste newspaper on the floor .
ALL BY MYSELF!
AND I JUST CANT WAIT FOR TML!
AND FUCK THE POSB DEPOSIT MACHINE!
YOU ATE MY TEN DOLLARS .
NABEII . I WONT FORGET .

2010-03-29T00:37:00.000+08:00

no more work on weekday .
shiok = no extra income .
nabeii . eat shit .
Meet up with Yanfang on thur .
forever coming to meet this girl im late .
ive no idea why too .
Thanks to the weather , i was damm fucking cold when i reach marina .
i was just so near getting a sweater from topshop .
All i do is control . control and control .
ii lurbxzxz miee newzxz sport shoe .
its so hot. ii lurbxzxz lurbzxzx .
After purchasing my sport shoe .
we went to meet up with my cousin and friend .
How great . he told me he got a friend working at asics and he is able to get staff purchase .
You tell me . fuck anot . Really fuck .

After for dont know how long .
i meet up adeline sweetheart .
but minle wasnt in spore if not she would able to meet us . hehe .

oks . our mission failed so we went for this .
but after paying our bill .
i remenber marina have yuki yaki .
damm it .
yes marina . i went to marina for two conservative day .
Its just so near that im going marina today .
Thank godness . Priscilla decide to buy her heels at ION .

why am i the same position?
Blame sweetheart please .
she did not tell me she have put her camera into self timer and it consit of ten shot .

And she insist of playing bubble .
she even go and buy one more bottle of bubble .
ended up , i need to get down of the bus and wait for her .
Bcos she is late! hah!

I think picture explain that ive a great time with her .
but no minle ;(
I went to town with my Alun today to survey my sister 21st birthday present .
hehe .

2010-03-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hey girl .
Thanks for the ticket to enter the universal . heh .

Have a great time at there ,

even thou i gotta wear a wet pant towork . ha!

Roller coaster was damm shiok .
oks . when my next visit .

Its a must for me try out the human want .

Their show was damm awesome .

In summary . i think i will still go any visit universal again .

i think i need some tanning again .

2010-03-09T12:49:00.000+08:00

it been more then half a year .
boy , i still miss you;
i only left with a ring and the card you gave me .
those 2 precious text have been gone.

2010-03-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

7 days a week .

sometime i dont think is enough for me .

12 april is the day .

c'mmon i dont wish the day will come now .

i dread of going to school .

i dread of wearing my school uniform .

i dread of everything .

i really have nothing to update .

my life is this boring .

But got one thing . i want to go sentosa again!

even thou the sunburn is hurting me .

2010-02-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

All along ive been cheating myself .

i always thought ive get over you but in the end i did not .

For more than half a year ive lied to myself .

when i myself know that im able to cont my studies at higher nitec .

ure the first person i think of .

i wish i could tell you this ,

im able to go higher nitec , getting bursary , having a GPA 3.2 .

I wish i could tell you these 3 things .

Bcos its something i feel so proud of myself.

ive never been so happy for my studies bfore .

ive fufill my promise to you , to cont my studies at higher nitec .

please tell me ure happy for me for a friend , im happy too .

Everything is a little bit too late to regret .

ive never blame you abt the break up .

All i blame is myself for being so childish in the past .

im sorry .
Like the old sentence ,

If i were to throw away the rings and val's card you gave me ,

it will be the day ive forget you .

i thought i'll have a good sleep today .

but thanks to the karang guni man .

they beep and beep and beep and beep non stop

i cant sleep .

Goodbye .

2010-02-25T01:20:00.000+08:00

Seeing part of my classmate i reaslied ive been lying to myself that i dont miss school .
but right now . imiss school alot .
imiss how i take away my lunch and bring it to mr chia

bcos he will never mind us eatting with a reason when we fins our work .
ms nelly lim . i admit i used dislike her bcos of her nagging all these .
but after all , she is a great teacher .
and other teacher too .

Hello . my girlfriend .
Its inside joke in our class .

Thank you Shu xian's mother .

She is more than a teacher to me .

Right now . she is just like a friend to me .

i give you my promise that i will study hard when i enter higher n.itec .

i'll work very hard bcos i like the feeling when iknow what i study was paid off .

You still owe us a treat oks . HAHAHAHAHAHA!

And my dear shu xian is like crazy over those arcarde machine .
You will never want to know how much she spend on those machine .
and she manage to catch abt 4/5 soft toy .

Its like a must for us to take neo print when we are in formal . haa .

Our neo print photo are very cute oks . HAHHA .

MFM for dinner with shu xian's friend .

Talk . Laugh . Talk . Laugh .
Finally a proper update at my blog .
Work tml . come find me at vivo oks .

2010-02-23T10:00:00.000+08:00

i'll amend my skin when im back from work .
i'll try to update if the time allow me to do so .
work is taking up my time and is not i do not want to update .
i need to have my brunch and rush to work .
Goobye loves.

2010-02-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

Last min meet up with yanfang .
I really plan not to buy any stuff but in the end i just cant resist myself .
but what i bought today is so beautiful .
im just waiting for my pay day to come and im gonna buy myself another pair of shoe .
Yanfang's mouth is so the ___ .
oks . Me and her secret .

2010-02-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

In the end i choose not to type out what i wanna said .
In the end i wont believe the word call love .

its too hard to understand .
i think its better to be alone rather thn having someone in your life .
Its quite pathetic .
im being hurt once , twice now thrice .
Enough of my pathetic love life .
All i do is envy other couple while other envy mine relationship last time . HA!

2010-02-05T17:45:00.000+08:00

i swear i wont cut my hair for the next 2years or maybe more .
wait . perhaps trim a little bit only .
i wanted to do alot of thing today since im not working .
but im just plain lazy to do .
Did i said ive found a friend that share the same bday as me? HAHAHA!

2010-02-02T00:55:00.000+08:00

I just got no time to update my blog .
but im loving my life now .
i dont have to go thru any shit now .
i'll talk to myself if im feeling down . thats all .
So on monday i meet up with yanfang .
shop around but nothing caught my eyes .

zoom to chinatown after that .
meet up with aunite they all .
walk around and waited for parent to arrive for dinner .
zoom to spore flyers to meet up sister .
so yeah!
virgin trip at ferris wheel .
woots woots!

since im not working so i went to bake cookies .
oks. its turn out more tasty then last time .
Good job kerrin !
keep it up . HAH!

beach fiesta .
which i love it and hate it .
bcos i cant play and i gotta help out .

All i do is this and scoring .
nabeii! how much sunblock i apply i still got sunburn .
and even my scalp is burn lhs .

i very lazy to type .
since im not working tml , i shall see my mood .
shall update again .
Goodbyes .

2010-01-20T15:09:00.000+08:00

i know i'll save up for these .
i can be the most sotong girl when come to work .
even giving the wrong schedule when i know i got trng on that day .
and it mean i miss the first trng .
Talk abt trng . i need to get cash from my daddy which he is out of town .
to buy my new sport shoe .
and bcos of him . this make me wanna go for a driving liscense .
because daddy's new car is just damm oh cool .
oks i wanna go nutc now to buy ingridents to bake some stuff .
since im not working today .
xoxo. loves!

2010-01-16T18:17:00.000+08:00

iknow my skins is kinda screw up .
which dont know why too .
i'll fixed it when i got the mood back .
now just leave it like that . sorry . heh .

2010-01-13T00:03:00.003+08:00

i dont feel like updating at this space anymore .
Perhaps its just the last time i update at here .
it just sucks when i read those post which contain memories with you .
My darling babe yanfang . its not the end okay .
So many choice to let you choose .
i'll always be here with you . hehe . iloveyou okays .
Faster tell me your off day thn we can meet up!!!
i'm so nervous for tml . First day how will the situation be?

2010-01-08T22:54:00.002+08:00

i hate the fact that when you type to me that we are over .
After sometime . i fucking think the reason is nonsense .
Let me tell you sth . I regret everything .
Even thou pieces of me still missing you badly .

2010-01-07T23:06:00.002+08:00

When in the middle of the night . we cant sleep .
This is what we do . ha .
i cant beat elaine's drawing . *insert many sad face!*

Quarter of the team .
The girls who always bring laughter .

my camera is full with elaine and kiamin and awin picture.

Said Hello to my butt!
And not awin! ha!

NICE NICE NICE!

Play and Play and Play!

Ehs . im lazy to type already .

ohya .
Its not so boring when the floorball boys some sort like entertain us . HA!
And i was kenna smack by the ball twice!

They shy shy azu . HA!

My FB have more of their photo .

The Hotstuff!

Somehow i miss using my limited edition phone .
My phone is so strong! i swear .
which phone can use for so long when the screen is cracked the keypad have come out?
im so not used to the phone that my daddy bought for me .
He was like saying i pity you for using such a phone so i buy you a brand new one.
oks . its really a brand new model too .
daddy . iloveyou okays .
im still gonna save up for the phone i wanted so much .
i dont care ! i want that phone mean i want!

2010-01-02T00:50:00.002+08:00

i wake up real early today as early as 8am .
i watch priscilla to get ready for work and her boyfriend sitting at the mattress.
and i fall asleep again .
Ever since my room curtain have change i dont wish to wake up .
i start preparing at around 3plus .
Finally daddy is home and we went to ION.
Roam around and nothing caught my eye .
SALE SALE SALE . CLOTHES IS IN A MESS!
WHICH I CANT STUFF THAT I FANCY!
Daddy . lets go out shopping again hors?
im feeling so sad now bcos i dint get to purchase that addidas bag .
bcos i ask daddy to paid for my new sport shoe .

2009-12-31T20:59:00.005+08:00

Few more hours to 2o1o .
2oo9 is not a good year .

My dear juannizza . where are you?
im missing you . do you know that?
we are in the same school yet we are not so close like last time .
No more late night phone call with you .
imissyou girl .

Paprika . when we are gonna meet up and have a outing again just like the starting of the year?
My dear ina . how are you now?
Training , fun anot? hha!

I thought we are gonna to meet up again when it turn o9o9o9?
but we dint . uber sad leh;(
meet up soon again to go sakura again?
Fahmi will be our camera men again?

Babe! Babe! Babe!
i miss hanging out with you guys in school .
Playing uno together in school .
those laughter . heh .

and hors . i wanna play congkak.
i think correct spelling lahs hors? HA!

My dearest 4N2 .
How are you guys right now? heh .
i still miss us being in a class .

i would want to go to the lab again and wear the old school glasses .
Listen to mr chow voice .
Singing to us Mental . Non Metal . HAHAHA!

i still kept the uniform .
and i wanna wear it again .
The First president school gave me too much of memories .
and thats whys i still missing those sec time even thou i have grad 1year ago from there .

i suddenly miss the 4 of us when we are at yuping bbq .
and the lemon game i played with yanfang bcos we are so bored .
BBQ the lemon bcos we do not have a knife ;(
i still rmb those crazy day with yuping .
All left now is memories and memories and memories.

2oo9 is not a good year for me .
But at least i meet up with my primary school mate .
okays . only some but at least i meet with my best girlfriends!

When are we going to have a meal together ?
im waiting!
And adeline toh pls give me your link if you happen to read this .
iloveyou!

In 2oo9 i gain a group of great netball mates .
*Insert many many many many heart heart heart heart*
i am just praying very hard that im able to get in higher nitec .

My dearest yanfang .
Next week want to come my house to bake? hah!
my cupcake and cookies was success! HAHA!
No words could describle how great ure a girlfriend to me .
28 more days to your 18th birthday .
* count from o1o12010 onwards hors* hah
and 3years to our oversea trip since we couldnt make it this year . HAH!

Last year 31 .
ive a great time with them .
but this year im just staying at home .
slept for a few hours and went out to have a date .
even thou im tired . heh
memories and memories .

In conclusion .
2oo9 is just not a year for me .
Failure in a relationship .
its still tearing inside but everything is gonna be over soon .
Failure in a friendship .
C'mmon . no point talk abt this also .
A memory of friendship is like a favourite song . No matter how many times you play and listen it you will never get tired of it .
i dont need to have many friends around me but a friend that is true to me .
And thats why i love GOH YANFANG so much .
i swear 2o10 will be a happening year for me .
my 18th birthday .
i am not gonna let the 4 letter words bring me down again .
i'll make sure my new hair do will be a BOMB for me!
i'll make sure i gonna slim down .
which ive been saying for dont know how many times .

2009-12-30T02:17:00.003+08:00

Monday was uber duper fun .
Qian hu with those little kids . priscilla . her boyfriend . auntie and grandma!
those fishes was like ohmygosh!
it make me feel like buying some fishes home as my pet . HAH!
and yes . Finally i went for Fish Spa .
its so damm ticklish when the moment i put my feet in .

i tell you . i dont know how the hell my little cousin can catch those fishes .
i cant even catch one .
ohyeah . i catch one but its dead!
bcos of it i got a cut at my toe .

i wake up as early as 5am on tue bcos of netball carnival .
and i waited for kiamin like very very long . HA!
and i'm sorry girls .
it been some time since i played Goal shooter .
If only coach dint chng me to Goal shooter we could win the match .
Coach . i was so happy playing my Goal Keeper . WHY CHNG! HAH!
ohyah! please have some sport-man-ship to that particular girl.
ohfuck . shouting = action pack? what a joke man .
ure just simply jealous that your girls dont give you support when ure in the court .

Finally i watch Alvin and the chipmanks 2!
So my wed was spent with priscilla . eugene . peckham .
Movie start at 9.30pm .
so we slack and slack and slack and slack .
we played uno . we took the lift . we ate hokidao ice cream .
we went into topshop for dont know how many times .
ohyah! said Hello to my "new bag" .
which my grandma called it as rubbish bin ;(
okay . not new bag but its just my mummy old old bag .

He said he was so afraid that he would fall from the lift when it reaches 25 floor .

As days goes .
My eyes just get smaller when i smile.

i know she alike with the blue monster .

Blue Cross Eye Monster;

we took the second last train to toa payoh .
we took the last train form toa payoh .
and there she leave me alone to walk home from yew tee .
and sleeping alone tonight .
HAHA!

Goodbye 2oo9 .
its just not a year for me .
it been up and down . but im still standing strong .
i still want 2oo8 back .

2009-12-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

Today is a happy day .
Bcos i finally bake cupcake with my cousin .
virgin attempt .
it turn out quite nice .
screaming LOVING LOVING IT!
Goodnight . i dont feel like blogging .

2009-12-25T15:00:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

I WANT TO GO SLEEP WHILE WAITING FOR DADDY TO BE BACK HOME .

AND WE WILL GO OUT FOR SHOPPING .

I HOPE SO!

P.s i just paint my nails with new colour and im loving the colour

2009-12-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

ehs . i miss miss miss the "Amazaing Race" and kayaking .
Fun i tell you . HAHA!

supposed to go swimming but thanks to the rain .
so sister and me head out wanted to watch movie .
The Q was like so long . so forget it .
mummy came to find us after work .
and my this daddy just zoom to cruise without telling us ;(!
Thanks mummy for the OVEN!
Today . we conquer the whole court! HAHAH!
YANFANG! COME COME MY HSE TO BAKE COOKIES! HAHA!
Right now i got many thing gotta to buy for baking!
come come tell me which place sell cheap cheap baking stuff!
ehs . i want a new blog skins .

I rather be alone like these .
but i still miss you .

2009-12-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

Internet was down for 2days .
thanks uhs singtel .
Even thou the uncle that came to repair my internet was so friendly .
but im so gonna chng the internet to starhub when daddy is free!
Thanks kiamin for helping me to check on the result . heh .
i feel happy for my result even thou it dint reach my target .
im here waiting for the higher nitec to accept me . I PRAY PRAY YOU!
even thou i do not know what course to get study .
i went for the interview .
i need money to do the portfolio
Once im done with the portfolio , i'll able to get the project right away.
WHICH I REALLY WANT TO DO THE PROJECT!
I wanna get a tatto when i reach Eighteen and im fcuking serious abt it .

First is crush . Second is Love . Third is the heartache .
All i left now is those memories with you .

2009-12-20T23:49:00.002+08:00

im very anti social . HAHAHA!
only yanfang know why i said like these . HHA!
i think i seriously need some time management now .
i forever late when come meeting yanfang .
so we went .
wisma . far east for milk tea. HAH! 313 and gave derek a visit. HA!
vivo . st. james for the flea market . vivo slack and lastly our old hometown.

When the pink meet the blue;

BYE! i wanna go read xiaxue's blog bcos yanfang said her love story very touching . haha!

2009-12-19T14:08:00.003+08:00

ive a nice time hanging out with them .
But daren carmine and jron left quite early ,
and i do not have the chance to chat with CARMINE!!
ehs . meet up again okays? heh.
i think i'll gain muscle . haha !
i carry alot of stuff lehs .
Thanks . priscilla and eugene for helping me carry when im on the way to bangkit .
Thanks Daren and anton for helping carry when i reach westmall .

see ming hao sweet potato dumb bell.
A big thanks to Firdaus , he kept helping us to BBQ .
chat chat chat laugh laugh laugh drink drink drink .
cab home bcos misses the last train .
And im lazy to type ;

2009-12-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

i went out today with yanfang .
and i was hell late .
and im a happy girl today . HAHAH!
and i dont want to blog already .
TML WILL BE THE DAY!

Today , i just forget that we are over .
yet i shout at you over the phone when you tell me abt some stuff .
i dint meant to ,
im sorry but i just want you to be healthy .

2009-12-16T22:34:00.004+08:00

im lazy to blog in detail what had happen during my camp.

Pictures are in Lika camera . so i only got this two picture .
First day is just a disaster but those chat with the girls ,
let me know some of the ppl true colour.
But well i enjoy the games uhs .
Begging ppl for one fishball .
Digging the sand and my nail colour chipped off .
AND I GO SWIMMING!
I WANNA GO SWIMMING AGAIN PLEASE!
kiamin . Elaine . and the other two girls , idk how to spell their names . hehe .
we have some sex talk . okays .
i admit i said alot of thing . HAHA .
HARDCORE PPL!
Second day KAYAKING!
I SWEAR MY FIRST TIME KAYA SO FAR!
I SWEAR MY ARMS IS JUST LIKE LOBSTER NOW!
CRAMP CRAMP NOW!
AND WE WALK UNDER HEAVY HEAVY RAIN AFTER KAYAKING!
*SHIVERING*

FINALLY I ATE BBQ FOOD!

I bring alot of thing go and i bring back alot of thing also .
kns . but well. Thank you Ms regina ,
It help me save some money on 18dec! hah!
im so fcuk nervous for tml .

2009-12-12T19:08:00.003+08:00

i got a new passerby asking me random qns again . ha!
can someone tell me ,
How many Bra . Boxer . Bottom . Top should i bring for my camp/chalet?
I HATE TO PACK!
ohyeah!
mon-wed = camp/chalet . you name it.
but i want to call it camp bcos sound nicer . HAH!
18DEC! WOOT WOOT WOOT!
CHICKEN WING WITH MORE HONEY!
I THINK IS GONNA BE FUN! HAA!
i dont want to blog anymore bcos my hols is this boring!
daddy cheated my feelins .
I WANT TO GO PENANG HORS DADDY!

2009-12-11T16:17:00.004+08:00

censored lhs .
ehs . my fringe nice hors?
go reborn my fringe again or freaking ignore it till next year .
why next year? new hair do mahs . ha!
buay tahan my hair now ;(
kerrin went vivo . j8 yesterday with AKLs and Prema.
kerrin ditch prema and AKLs halfway bcos she is so lazy to travel till tamp .
so she went to meet her mummy at yewtee for dinner .
9pm . kerrin went out with sister and parent for movie.
12plus kerrin reach home and was dead tired .
but wanna act not tired cont texting with Raymond .
End up falling asleep .
and i dont even know daddy went to airport .
why aiport? bcos my this daddy leaving us at spore again and he went to philippine with his friend .
kerrin went to bishan .yes bishan again.
not to go j8 but to campus for camp briefing .
end up , she have to bring back one BIG bag of paper plates and cups!
ehs . very ugly want hors with the red plastic bag!
From bishan to yewtee lehs .
HAHAHA!
okays , next week im gonna be busy bee! ha!
camp . rest . bbq . rest . and back to my rotting life! ha!
c'mmon people .
intro me a job please!

2009-12-08T19:56:00.002+08:00

*im sorry if your computer hang*

*Bcos there is lot of picture and my picture is big iknow*

First of all .

Happy Birthday my pretty syirah;

we work hard for air stweardess job . haha .

Happy Seventeen Birthday.

IOQ picnic + short celebration for syirah .

okays , iknow im kuku

but yst is the first time i went to marina barrage . haha;

whenever you cut cake you gotta have group photo right . ha .

oh ya .

while we waiting for aisyah and afrah to arrive with the cake .

took some photo . haha .

the weather dont love us when the moment we reach .

it somehow rain so we gotta sit under the shelter.

The ex-husband anf wife.

Did i mention my camera is full of aminah face .

i mean mostly . this is the prove

Aminah , you love my camera right? iknow iknow . HAHA

she have been saying this photo she look cute.

so she instead afrah to take a photo like these with her .

okays . time for some group photo.

what a nice shot hors , aminah?

iknow you miss your boyfriend thats why hug me right? haha .

Aminah. must help me find uhs . haha

okays .

The three tally girls . hha .

Aminah . got the flyers hors .

look carefully okays . haha .

this shot was i about to fall .

but turn out nice . correct? haha!

Pretty Girl!

Failed . Zul spoilt it . Nice shot!

Three of them jump .

we must also jump right! haa

oh ya! we played truth or dare .

aisyah was dare to do some sexy pose . haa .

and zul was to said out . hahaha!

he was bored i think . he shy . he shy while saying out the truth . ha!

Went down to the water water thing .

okays . i do not know what that thing call .

Aminah was so obsessed with the flower she pluck that she keep wanting to take photo with it .

when i wanna take photo she also disturbed . ha!

solo . my girlfriend . ha!

Dear aminah and syakilla went off first .

while the rest cont playing the water .

while i sit at one corner , emo! hah!

Blame my period .

which i cant play water! shit you!

Syirah . Prema . Aida . AKLs . Zul and me

we head to marina square for long john silver .

okays . waited for the food like x'mas to come .

but x'mas is coming!
People present please .

Guess will not be celebrating x'mas .
no one to celebrate with me! ahhhhs!

Head to clarke quay after that .

Zul's friend joined us too .

i'm lazy to type already .
shall end with my picture .

Pretty girl! hah!
i no shame want . you all dont know want mehs?
i ask everybody to call me pretty girl . HA!

on the seven .
i also wish that we could go out on the day .

but i guess there will be no more outing with you again .

"No matter how many miles we are , my heart always stick to you"

when are we going to have a meal together?

when are we going to go watch a movie together?

2009-12-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

i declined the job interview . *iknow is kind of stupid*

but i gotta wake up real early . so HAHAHA!

so i met up with yanfang after her interview at b.batok mac.
okays . iknow i was real late . heh.
sorry hors. dont angry okays . lurb lurb you~
After eatting mac .
Zoom to

Far.east .Wisma. Ion. Far east. John Little. 313

i only wanted to purchase a jean on that day .

buden all the jean i fall in love with .

its all freaking expensive that i dont bear to spend the money.
but after some mental calcution of those accessories and boxer i bought

i think i can fork out a little bit more money i can freaking purchase the jean i wanted! HAHAH!

so jyeah!

We ended our journey at 313.

Being so kuku .

i dont know where is the entrance of the somerset mrt!

in the end , i went back to find yanfang and took a bus with her back to b.batok

and went to the mac for some ice cream bcos both of us were so broke that we could not afford udders! HAH!

i took out Helen's member card that i signed up.

and the serial number goes like this.

149 and i dont know already .

haha!
okays . iknow you all dont understand!

yanfang know abt it . HAHAHA!

i guess you have already put everything aside .

okay ! shut up kerrin!

Everything started because of me .
But now i regreted everything .

Bcos deep down iknow i still need you badly .
i dont know how long can i endure this pain .

2009-12-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

You would feel so terribel without friends around you;
but i guess you would feel more terrible with a friend who said ure best friend to them but actually ure not one of them
you will feel more terrible;
oh fcuk! trust me.
i learn alot of friendship abt this year,
i rather just have one friend,
then alot of friend whom they are just not true to you .

i was so bored today that i force yanfang to talk to me on the phone .
i think we talk for many many hours! hah!

okays . no 4N2 chalet but i guess a bbq will do right, people?
bbq most prolly will be at yanfang's uncle house ,

it will be super convenient for us .
btw , its just beside westmall the condo there!
convenient right? iknow , haha!
more detail will be given after everything is settle .
weekday or weekend prefer , people?
chan carmine , qian jiu yi xia lhs okays?
ure the most handsome guy in the world lhs ,HAHA!
qian jiu qian jiu yi xia okays?
ehs . what i want to update uhs?
i also dont know ,
i am leading the most boring life ever!
i only got one friend who is willing to go out with me ,
which is yanfang , hors? hah!

2009-12-03T14:07:00.002+08:00

i give up halfway when packing my wardrobe.
my nose just cant take it .
okays . i admit , i was not in the mood to pack.
hahah .
daddy . new wardrobe please .
iknow wardrobe is not spoilt but but its easy to gather those dust .
only mummy will understand me!
pardon me . i was real bored now!
i dont know what to do?
i need a new top coat but i dont want to spend money to buy!
i cant get my dream wallet . this is so fcuk!
and i need to visit a dental soon bfore my teeth get rotten.
If only i got a job now but i cant get.
Netball camp is stuck in between which i saw a job flying away from me!
i shall go bath now and head to yew tee again .
bcos ive promise my cousin to top up her card for her but damm the ticket office. it only open at 12.00pm!
so i shall head to yew tee again. how good am i right? AHAAHA!
maybe walking ard at yew tee point . haha .
sorry . im just way too boring and thats why i post a boring post!
WHO WANT TO GO SWIMMING WITH ME!
WHO WANT TO GO SENTOSA WITH ME!
DAMMMMM! IM SO LONELY!

i dont know what to do .
i thought i can let you go but in the i know i cant.

2009-12-01T16:39:00.003+08:00

this is what i do when i get tired of memorise the freaking notes.
haha.
well people!

Lets said holiday holiday holiday holiday!
how can i not be happy.
First day of school i wish today to come.
today have come but i dont want today to come.
okays . ignore me!
Right after BEO paper , i threw away the damm notes .
NO MORE LISTENING TO HER TALKING ANYMORE!
OKAYS , i admit sometime she is goood .
alah . she just like mr chow lhs .

dont you love my popo hippie?
i tell you mummy was being so mean she dont allow me to buy another short giraffe!
where daddy allow me to buy .
its so cheap okays . urggggh .

kae. but daddy spend alot on us on last friday .
so i forgive mummy . haha!

i dont know why but i tend to reminisce the past now;
but whatever its , time will heal everything .

2009-11-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

i dont know why but i think i lost the mood for study.
Basically , i memories one sentence i turn to my wardrobe and dig thing.
another setence , went out to eat some snack.
wth . it cant cont like that TOHENYU!
shall give school a miss tml again .
to really study!
Lets just said , HOLIDAY!
no . Dec 2 will officially be hols . ENDURE!
oh ya . while i dig my stuff , i found this.

okays . its mr tan, my handsome s.s tcher who put inside my pencil case last year.
and he dont admit that is he put want .
mates also gang up together with him and lied to me . *i think so*

2009-11-24T21:55:00.002+08:00

sibeii boringxzxzxz .
not in the mood to study ;
and CSX ask me to write this;
I MISS CSX!
I EAT AJISEN = I POO EVERYTHING.
NO SCHOOL TML FOR ME!
SELF DECLARE ADVANCED HOLIDAY!
I SAID I NEED SOME MORE COURAGE!
I SAID I NEED A PART TIME JOB!

2009-11-23T18:22:00.002+08:00

its okays that you never treat me as your pretty girl anymore .
its okays that we are not gonna spend time alone anymore .
its okays . everything is gonna be fine soon . i believe .
i wont speak another word anymore .
i'll try my best to stop reminisce the past .
im still hanging on bcos in my heart there is still have you'
but i dont know yours .

2009-11-22T20:15:00.002+08:00

After many many many weeks .

Finally i meet up with this girl.

Past few days , we are on the phone till late night .

Just too many to chat with .

so Friday.

Being a kind soul acc her to hunt for a prom dress! HA!

ehs . i also wanna go to prom night lehs . its so unfair lhs . hah!
After abt 1year , finally went to eat spagethii too at IMM.

and i saw Azlan and Faiz . hoho .

i never eat alot hors , azlan. HAH .

Bcos of yanfang .
i went to try this dress.

and dammm . i fcuk for in love with it .

Any kind soul willing to buy for me?

its just 200plus bucks.
im real sad . i want this DRESS!!

on friday . we went many many place.

we ended our day at Far east .

she went home while i went to meet my parent and sister at LIDO for movie.

2012 = NICE! = Freezing inside the theatre = wanna kill those lil kids who are making hell lot noise.

on sat .

we meet up again .

okays , this time round im late . hah .
fair fair hors? hah .
Clarke quay for ina bday present .

walk around .

off to Liang court for our lunch.

okays . i totally forget what the name of the restaurant.

but the food is nice okays .

Free flow of drinks .

Yanfang. go again okays? heh.

i think i fall in love with elaine's trademark,

when the toilet is empty .

i dint mean to keep taking reflection .

But . i wanna take full length yet no one help us take . so heh!

Zoom to ina birthdat chalet party .

we are so suay that when we reach there .

it started to rain .

wth right .

we ask Dzhair and Hanif to help us take photo .

and this we what we get . hah .

well , some photo turn out real nice.

we are not totally ready lhs .

this is nice nice nice right! ha!

we dont know which camera to smile too ;(

this is what Dzhair took .

end up my cam batt went dead. ha!

the 7 of us occupied the whole row of seat .

ohya . i seem to be high when i saw my old mates . hah .

dont you think its time for some gathering?

PRAWN FISHING - CHARMINE! HAH!

shall plan it real soon . bwahaha!

back to topic . i was saying we the 7 humans occupied the whole row.

Dinah was so kind that she gave up her seat to this old lady .

Dinah was being so small size that we are ask her to squeeze to seat with us .

so we have 8 humans is the whole row of seat / hah!

2009-11-17T12:44:00.002+08:00

i admit i skip school today .

ive told mummy that i dont wish to attend school today.

and she give me that kind of cant be bother face.

this morning , she try to wake me up.

but i cant wake up . i was really damm tired

c'mon ive study till 12plus last night . hah!
and jyeah . she stop waking me up after 3times.

moreover , my knee is calling in pain.

which i dont know why too.

and daddy was kinda shocked when he saw me in bed . hah!
so went lunch with him .

and right now . im going to study again!

Higher. Nitec

2009-11-15T18:14:00.002+08:00

okays . i wanna go oversea after see-ing parent china trip photo .
i wanna play snow again .

my dearest daddy said next year thn able to go oversea.

somehow cheaper bcos its not school holiday .
but he said dec holiday go PENNANG!

daddy , go by aeroplane uhs . i dont care .
After eight days . parent are finally back .
i dont need to wash and iron clothes myself .
i dont need to prepare breakfast myself .

bcos my dearest mummy is back .
yesterday .

i was being an asshole for not studying .

i really not in the mood to study what .
and today i need to study xtra more .
ohyeah ,

Being a filial daughters

we wanna gave them a suprise

so we travel all the way from yewtee to changi aiport by train.

we had popoye chicken for dinner .
we walk ard terminal 3.

we spend 23.05bucks at candy empire. *smack my itchy hand*

ehs . buy one get one free lehs . so must buy right. hah!

we rush to arrival hall afraid we are late.

end up we are not .
mummy still gave us a call asking what perfume i wanted
so jyeah , my dear sister lied to her that we are in town so yadayda.

parent was kinda shock when they came out. ha!

went to popoye again as they wanna eat.

and cab home and the non stop talking abt the trip.
what a long post ive post.
okays . i need to go dinner and study again . *SIGHS*

2009-11-12T20:56:00.002+08:00

ure the one who control the whole game.
ive no idea what shld i do next.
y'know , i'll keep quiet from now onwards.

i saw Farhan and Faris yst when im at town .*Random iknow*

i was so broke after yesterday .

Today carrer fair at college east.

i swear its so boring .

end up ive to travel back from there .

wtf right . shldnt have attend school .

the whole journey , i dint sleep and feel like wanna cried .

this is so chicken bastard.

2009-11-08T00:22:00.004+08:00

yesterday .

my darling sister bought me the french connection watch.

what can i said . she is the best .

yes. both us wore heels out

end up , we cant walk much. HA!

settle our dinner at westmall bcos i wanna eat udders.

reach home . and i offer joss stick to the god.

and what happen next , my hse almost got fire.

thank godness sister and i realised it.

Today

i wake up as early as 6am.

prepare and zoom to orchard.

T street netball.

i think tml i will suffer from cramps.

i stretch too much today.

The wound will take a longer time to heal
but i know i can do it.
ive learn this.
when you have sense sth is wrong, please leave the situation .
dont cont dragging bcos end up ure the one who get hurt.

2009-11-05T20:16:00.001+08:00

im seriously not in the mood too blog anymore .
should i del the blog?

2009-11-03T19:15:00.003+08:00

so yesterday was inter college .
Held at simei college.
and im lazy to type.

when the three of us are boring .
and that is elain trademark.

when im on the phone , they bcome like that . ha!

somehow , iloveher.
my shorty shorty shorty girl. heh!

netball at The Hidden Place.
and we got 1st.

coach treated the 24girls to swensen .
she order the giant ice cream , french fries and rings for us.
how good of her .
after that i zoom back to yewtee to meet up with parent .
sorry girls . iknow i promised but i wanna spend time with my parent.
waited for like 1hour jiejie finally arrived after her work .
dinner at xin wang .
non stop talking with parent and sister abt oversea plan! ha!
this motivate to study for end year! ha! eh, but not tml BEO test .
tired of studying BEO every week .
you never know how happy is my mates when she dint attend school . ha!
Aus . Japan . Thailand(even thou we went bfore). Taiwan!!!!
so parent have confirm going china on friday .
and mummy kept telling me what to do this that .
you know it like she going for a month or what ,
just 8days mummy .
my prayers went true . HA!
buden , i think of iron-ing / washing my clothes and uniform
which mummy always help me do .
i went AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
okays . i need to go print my LPDX now .

2009-10-30T22:01:00.003+08:00

Friday is the day.
BEG Practical test today .
Bcos of this test . my wallet are dried up .
which its just a 15mins test like that.
Seventeen of my life , my first time putting make-up myself .

my first time wearing heels .
dont laugh! at least it dint turn out ugly.
just that my lashes is really too short that not even the loreal mascara help .
and i still prefer my majolica mascare
and i think i shld go and buy fake lashes instead of wasting money on mascara.
fine . im just being vain now , just put it this way .
im being vain for the whole day.
and bcos of this , i wake up at 5am today.

Said hello to my group member .
every group must have a guy , so jyeah .
and this guy make us laugh once he enter the room.

sorry , we are like these .
we love camera , dont we?

oh hello tele-cuties!
Hell nervous when in the conversation .
so jyeah! i keep resting my hand on the table!
this is oh so wrong!

when class ended .
Basically , i dint pay attention in class today .
BPF , i was having mac breakfast . sorry mrs liow.
i know it look damm ugly with the slipper on .
buden i cant wear heels for long , its damm fcuking pain!
i dont uds why other girls they can tahan .
waited for raymond to fins up his proj
and went over to bishan to meet up Prema and AKLs.
Zoom to city hall to have our lunch .
jyeah! Matthan Fish Market!!

Nice hors . i took want . hah!

Credits: CSX;
Raymond left for work .
Left the 3 of us.
So camera time;

cute right , my bangs!

When you put on make up ,
you need to touch up right .
thn while ure touch-ing up , you must take photo right . ha!
and these is girls mahs ,
boys will never understand

Zoom to bugis to take neoprints! HA!
i mean is fun when once in a while you take right?
i mean is fun when you take with your oh so love girlfriend right?
i mean im oh so hungry and sleepy while im typing. *Random iknow*

Credits; CSX

cute right our neoprint ,
we take two time lehs . HA!

2009-10-26T20:33:00.002+08:00

i will blog when i got the time .

Project is taking all my time.
And my body is not listening to me .
Bcos im falling sick now after 3days working .

2009-10-20T18:56:00.003+08:00

I dont know understand why shld i care for you so much .
i dont know in the would you really appreciate it.
maybe i shall start treating those memories like a dream.

At here . i thank you girls for participate in the YOG netball .
Even though you girls do not know how to play.
Lurb Lurb Lurb you girls .
it doesnt matter win or lose .
you girls have fun right . haa!

Being a very bad girl , i run away from helping out ms regina.
im very hungry and AKLs and prema is waiting for me . heh.
Foodcourt with Raymond. AKls. Prema;
ohyeah . i turn dark bcos of the YOG .
okays . i dont know what to update already .
my life is this boring.